#inbox zero

Woot

So far not terribly impressed with this beach to text. Hopefully it will get a little bit easier I don't have this thing in my pocket. All right person not so bad hopefully this is a worthy investment something I can be happy to have.

Just keep swimming

Although when the boss's boss tells you that you are killing it. Can't be that bad.

To everyone who was there for me this year..

Thanks for doing that. Thanks for being understanding when the floor that I was on was not the most stable of services.
Thanks for putting up with the rambling voicemails, lack of replied to voicemails as well as the really strong attempts at trying to follow through.

To those who I drew support from I hope / aspire to be able to do the same for you if and or when you need it.

Thanks again universe

Ok 1 week and then whole new world

#promotion
#car
#iphone
Really bad case of tunnel vision till the end of the week.

Thanks @hotdogsladies and @mightymur

Ok, it's the 1^st night of xmas break.  Not really the 1^st night but the 1^st free-ish night in a really long time.  No planning needing to be done, no bags needing to be made. 

 

Sort of sitting around.  One of the kids is unwell.  Mom is working mom-like magic…he actually asked for her to lay down with him.  Looks like the Tylenol is kicking in.  Working this week on stopping living on the verge.  I think that I know that I have a lot of 'potential' I know that I also live my life with way too much fear.  I really dislike that I have that whole sword of Damocles thing , I have that consistent aww….what did I forget thing.  Usually it has helped me…but I really dislike the whole repetitive paranoia…oh yeah and did I mention OCD thing. 

 

A lot of my wanting to write has come from @hotdogsladies as well as @mightymur.  Who also both seem to be (or at least really seem to) be really involved parents.  

 

Merlin has on more than one occasion advocating the make your fingers do the clickey – clackey other than that nothing else happens.  So I am trying to do same.  I also am breaking down and getting the iphone 4s.  Yes…I am becoming that lemming.  Just more than a little bummed that I am only able to get in on the 2 gig data plan.  I wonder how much data that siri lady actually uses. 

 

I am feeling MORE THAN A LITTLE IMPOSED with the new department that I am going into.  What I am really trying to get stuck in my head is that I was recruited.  It's not that I do not feel that I am capable…more that I am looking at it as someone saw my skill set and thinks that they can do something with it.  So…while I feel that I am a little out of my element I have to keep reminding myself that someone wants me there and that my interview was about 3 ½ minutes.

 

 

Peace out and more writing soon

1st kid free day in a while

Wow......all in all felt good and fairly productive. In laws in town. Have not gotten to them, will be catching up to them....as well as the in laws in about an hour ish.