Ok, it's the 1st night of xmas break. Not really the 1st night but the 1st free-ish night in a really long time. No planning needing to be done, no bags needing to be made.
Sort of sitting around. One of the kids is unwell. Mom is working mom-like magic…he actually asked for her to lay down with him. Looks like the Tylenol is kicking in. Working this week on stopping living on the verge. I think that I know that I have a lot of 'potential' I know that I also live my life with way too much fear. I really dislike that I have that whole sword of Damocles thing , I have that consistent aww….what did I forget thing. Usually it has helped me…but I really dislike the whole repetitive paranoia…oh yeah and did I mention OCD thing.
A lot of my wanting to write has come from @hotdogsladies as well as @mightymur. Who also both seem to be (or at least really seem to) be really involved parents.
Merlin has on more than one occasion advocating the make your fingers do the clickey – clackey other than that nothing else happens. So I am trying to do same. I also am breaking down and getting the iphone 4s. Yes…I am becoming that lemming. Just more than a little bummed that I am only able to get in on the 2 gig data plan. I wonder how much data that siri lady actually uses.
I am feeling MORE THAN A LITTLE IMPOSED with the new department that I am going into. What I am really trying to get stuck in my head is that I was recruited. It's not that I do not feel that I am capable…more that I am looking at it as someone saw my skill set and thinks that they can do something with it. So…while I feel that I am a little out of my element I have to keep reminding myself that someone wants me there and that my interview was about 3 ½ minutes.
Peace out and more writing soon
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